It's 12: am and Im still awake *sigh* These past few days I felt like my whole world is going down..well really, not at all just some part of it. Everything is just going well between my family & my boyfriend Thanks all to God but at some point in your life there is always one thing that no matter how you tried to get it, it's just that it wasnt meant to be yours . I really do hope and wish to get that Job but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO damn it :(

I want this car eh? =D

The guy on this picture looks like my boyfriend hehehehe =D

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to give me your hoodie when I’m cold. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies. I want you to kiss me in the rain. I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you play with my hair. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to come to my house and meet my family. I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me. I want you to write me songs and poems. I want you to watch the sunrise with me. I want you to give me piggy back rides daily. I want you to kiss my nose. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to swim in the ocean with me. I want you to tell me you miss me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to take pictures of us. I want you to take me on a picnic. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile ever single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. I just, want you.

Holaaa people =D last Birthday of mine wasn't that amazing, I just stayed at home but yeah thanks to all my friends who greeted me :D I love you all..So these are some of the gifts I received.



this Glamazone heels is the COOLEST, it is made by swarovski stone from Italy . I was very happy and excited when a banch of my girlfriends gave it to me (:







..so early in the morning I received a call from Chocolate Paradise to collect my Chocolates there, I told the sales girl that I didnt reserve any thing from their shop, then she told me, that Somebody do it for me and I was like OHH WOW, so I was pretty excited to collect it HAHA it comes with a pink teddy bear..Thanks also for the chocolate cake given by Sister Norma.



OFFICIALLY I AM NINETEEN :D
HAHAHAHA



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Hello love, Ibrar Happy Monthsary (: See you later.

Yesterday morning Ibrar (my boyfriend) went to place where I was doing my thing (its kinda secret..hee I can't tell where) for surprise visit, but unfortunately I went out to buy mineral water in grocery, He was trying to call me but I didnt bring my phone with me. So He asked my friend if where am I at that time, my friend told him that I was in grocery store, so what he did was went down to the grocery store to search for me, but sad to say He wasnt able to find me :( few minutes after, I went back to the place where I was doing my thing then my friend told me that my boyfriend was searching for me (thats how I knew it) & I checked my phone, I saw his messages & miscall. Then I gave him a message saying "LOVE I'M HERE ALREADY,WHERE ARE YOU?" then He called me, He told me that He was on the way back to his shop, so I was a little upset but its okay APPRECIATED MUCH =')
During night time He came along again with his bestfriend who happens to be the fiance of my sister =) We went back home together with loud music in the car, isn't cool? ;)



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Anyway, Im chatting right now with him & I feel hungry???? hee Its like I want to eat burger AGAIN...yes again & again, Hahaha Ibrar knows its my favourite ;)


Ohh turkey burger <3>

Hello Brunei Happy 26th National Day =D

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so moving on...Yesterday I went out with my beloved man..He looks so handsome with his black cap hee *blush* I really had a great time with him...I do I do I do...Oh love <3 You're the greatest=)



p.s. Happy Monthsary love..

I wont mention how long we were together..so keep wondering people (; hee