It's 4-ish in the morning and I can't even sleep, I miss Heidi (my bestfriend back home) , ate Misra (my sister) and of course HIM ( Ibrar.The boyfriend of mine ). Why EVERYTHING in my life right now has to be DOWN, down down?..Are you down down down too? I feel like I wanna go outside, or probably in beach to feel some fresh air and cry, maybe shout will do too. I miss you so much sweetheart my Ibrar love, I know I can be stubborn most of the times, I know I always make you marah, well I'm trying to be the best girlfriend I can be, but I am NOT perfect. But hey I do love you. Yes I love you. I love you more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to you forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to accept the things you told me lastnight, so you can know just how much I love you. I am 18/eighteen , yes 18, but I know what I am saying .You know what? My mind was filled with a litany of encouraging cliches: it's going to be okay, there's light at the end of the tunnel, and the classic everything happens for a reason. Signs ='(
you should know that I miss you=')
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How wrong it is for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants, rather than to create it herself.
p.s. "Its so nice to wake up with a greeting from the one you love."
