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UP & DOWN

2010-05-13T09:13:00.000-07:00

It's 12: am and Im still awake *sigh* These past few days I felt like my whole world is going down..well really, not at all just some part of it. Everything is just going well between my family & my boyfriend Thanks all to God but at some point in your life there is always one thing that no matter how you tried to get it, it's just that it wasnt meant to be yours . I really do hope and wish to get that Job but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO damn it :(

I want this car eh? =D

The guy on this picture looks like my boyfriend hehehehe =D

ALL I WANT

2010-05-07T09:54:00.000-07:00

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to give me your hoodie when I’m cold. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies. I want you to kiss me in the rain. I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you play with my hair. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to come to my house and meet my family. I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me. I want you to write me songs and poems. I want you to watch the sunrise with me. I want you to give me piggy back rides daily. I want you to kiss my nose. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to swim in the ocean with me. I want you to tell me you miss me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to take pictures of us. I want you to take me on a picnic. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile ever single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. I just, want you.

NINETEEN

2010-03-18T04:55:00.000-07:00

Holaaa people =D last Birthday of mine wasn't that amazing, I just stayed at home but yeah thanks to all my friends who greeted me :D I love you all..So these are some of the gifts I received.

this Glamazone heels is the COOLEST, it is made by swarovski stone from Italy . I was very happy and excited when a banch of my girlfriends gave it to me (:

..so early in the morning I received a call from Chocolate Paradise to collect my Chocolates there, I told the sales girl that I didnt reserve any thing from their shop, then she told me, that Somebody do it for me and I was like OHH WOW, so I was pretty excited to collect it HAHA it comes with a pink teddy bear..Thanks also for the chocolate cake given by Sister Norma.

OFFICIALLY I AM NINETEEN :D
HAHAHAHA

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Hello love, Ibrar Happy Monthsary (: See you later.

OUR HEARTS TOGETHER

2010-03-08T07:26:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning Ibrar (my boyfriend) went to place where I was doing my thing (its kinda secret..hee I can't tell where) for surprise visit, but unfortunately I went out to buy mineral water in grocery, He was trying to call me but I didnt bring my phone with me. So He asked my friend if where am I at that time, my friend told him that I was in grocery store, so what he did was went down to the grocery store to search for me, but sad to say He wasnt able to find me :( few minutes after, I went back to the place where I was doing my thing then my friend told me that my boyfriend was searching for me (thats how I knew it) & I checked my phone, I saw his messages & miscall. Then I gave him a message saying "LOVE I'M HERE ALREADY,WHERE ARE YOU?" then He called me, He told me that He was on the way back to his shop, so I was a little upset but its okay APPRECIATED MUCH =')
During night time He came along again with his bestfriend who happens to be the fiance of my sister =) We went back home together with loud music in the car, isn't cool? ;)

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Anyway, Im chatting right now with him & I feel hungry???? hee Its like I want to eat burger AGAIN...yes again & again, Hahaha Ibrar knows its my favourite ;)

Ohh turkey burger <3>

UNTITLED

2010-02-23T21:08:00.000-08:00

Hello Brunei Happy 26th National Day =D

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so moving on...Yesterday I went out with my beloved man..He looks so handsome with his black cap hee *blush* I really had a great time with him...I do I do I do...Oh love <3 You're the greatest=)

p.s. Happy Monthsary love..

I wont mention how long we were together..so keep wondering people (; hee

THE DIFFERENCE

2010-02-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

BULSHIT ='(

10 THINGS THAT KILLS A GIRL

2010-02-13T20:47:00.000-08:00

1. When she sees her boyfriend talking to other girls.. and the girl starts flirting…

2. When her boyfriend and her are texting/instant messaging and the guy doesnt text her/message her back fast enough…

3. When her boyfriend has the same class as her and he ignores her and hangs out with other friends.

4. When she sees her boyfriend checking out other girls while she’s with him…

5. When she has to wait outside the movie theaters looking like a loner while she waits for her boyfriend that’s 20 minutes late.

6. When her boyfriend acts like hes going to break up with her… he doesnt even have to act… its a vibe.

7. When she holds her hand out for her boyfriend to hold, and he just keeps walking.

8. When her boyfriend acts like he is going to get her something special and he was just suggesting something… so she has to buy it herself.

9. When her boyfriend doesnt care about her 1 week, 1 month, 1 year anniversary. and everything in between .. they are all special to her…

10. When she tells her boyfriend she loves him. and he says he loves her back, only because he wants to get into her pants.

Guys PLEASE dont do any of these. These are the reasons that can make a girl cry… there are more, but these are the some of the most important..

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IF NOT FOR ME, ATLEAST FOR YOU=)

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GIRL INTERRUPTED

2010-02-13T01:06:00.000-08:00

Girl Interrupted (1999)

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LOOKING BACK

2010-02-11T23:37:00.000-08:00

HOLAAAAAAAAAAA! It's 12-02-10, two more nights and It's Valentine's Day, so to all the lovers and singles out there Advance Happy Valentine's to you all and of course to all the people who used to celebrate Chinese New Year,. I wanna greet you Gong Xi Fa Cai =)

Anyway as you can notice Ive been busy these past few weeks, that I don't even have a time to update my blog and facebook, but I will.. like what I am doing right now typing some shits here hehe *wink* but honestly speaking , as much as possible I don't wanna check anything here on net 'cause at some point at a time that while you were enjoying surfing the net you will accidentally found out that someone is trying to ruin your relationship with your love ones. For example, another girl chatting with your boyfriend I mean not just simple conversation, or another girl proclaiming that I am not the real girlfriend is really bulshit. You're bulshitting me! I will bet this Girl have no idea how much sacrifices I did, just to protect the relationship I had with my boyfriend. And I hope my boyfriend will appreciate it. I just hope-.-

I just realized that time passes by so fast. So many things changes. Its like 5minutes on your life one thing will happen to change the way you planned it. Agree or not? well whatever it takes!

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p.s. To my Grandma,
You already leave this world but I know you are happy now in God's shoulder. We really miss you ='( I love you forever. Thanks for everything.

DEFINE LOVE

2010-01-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

If I give you my heart... Will you break it ?

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IBRAR is L.O.V.E .

♥

HITTING WOMAN IS NOT OK, UNLESS YOU ARE MUSLIM

2009-12-20T02:03:00.000-08:00

Ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. If ever I will get married someday, I don't want my future husband to beat me. SWEAR! =( unless I did something bad, I will accept it... but beating you without any enough reason, or He just want to or maybe because He was drunk or had a bad day is not acceptable...erm I'm just saying.

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TWENTY YEARS

2009-12-18T06:08:00.000-08:00

So yeah people , tomorrow is my Brother's 20th birthday=) 2 hours more to go...yay! Yana (my brother's girlfriend prepared some gifts for him, I really do hope my brother would be happy..Yana, girlfriend you are so sweet to my brother=) hee.

I really like this picture of him =) hee. Happy Birthday Kuya (Brother)

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so now I am feeling pretty bored='( I wanna go out, have some fun but I am grounded =( boohoohoo..I miss my boyfriend Ibrar ='( but nevermind I am 100% sure He will call me later.hee *blush*

Can't wait for Christmas =D

ADVANCE CHRISTMAS GIFT

2009-12-09T03:18:00.000-08:00

I am feeling the Christmas spirit. Thanks God for all the Blessing=') Thanks God that everything is okay now. My family, job, and my relationship with him=) Ohh I cannot ask for more.

DEEPEST PART OF ME

2009-12-01T03:52:00.000-08:00

I'm not like other girls , and I think that is
where you made your first mistake.

You know what, sometimes when we fight , you forget that I'm your girlfriend, you talk to me as if I'm an ordinary freak and that hurts me a lot you know?...I just wish you won't forget my place, 'cause ur words hurt me a lot-.- but too late. I'm already BROKEN.

ENOUGH!!!

THE UGLY TRUTH

2009-11-16T05:43:00.000-08:00

TRUE!

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FEELINGS I HAVE IN ME

2009-11-11T21:59:00.000-08:00

I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night.
<3

IT'S ALWAYS A MATTER OF CHOICE

2009-11-06T11:19:00.000-08:00

It's 4-ish in the morning and I can't even sleep, I miss Heidi (my bestfriend back home) , ate Misra (my sister) and of course HIM ( Ibrar.The boyfriend of mine ). Why EVERYTHING in my life right now has to be DOWN, down down?..Are you down down down too? I feel like I wanna go outside, or probably in beach to feel some fresh air and cry, maybe shout will do too. I miss you so much sweetheart my Ibrar love, I know I can be stubborn most of the times, I know I always make you marah, well I'm trying to be the best girlfriend I can be, but I am NOT perfect. But hey I do love you. Yes I love you. I love you more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to you forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to accept the things you told me lastnight, so you can know just how much I love you. I am 18/eighteen , yes 18, but I know what I am saying .You know what? My mind was filled with a litany of encouraging cliches: it's going to be okay, there's light at the end of the tunnel, and the classic everything happens for a reason. Signs ='(

you should know that I miss you=')

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How wrong it is for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants, rather than to create it herself.

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p.s. "Its so nice to wake up with a greeting from the one you love."

TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN HURT

2009-10-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

Another video that makes me cry ='(

when deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive...

Forgiveness does not change the past,
but it does enlarge the future...

You despised me. You used my Love. You took my ability to Trust!!!

but

I FORGIVE YOU=')

OVER THE RAINBOW

2009-10-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

She really made me cry.How touching =')

PARTNER IT IS

2009-10-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

When you love ~~NEVER~~ stick only to what your heart FEELS..
Remember that sometimes, using your brain is a necessity.

Next, ~~NEVER~~ use your eyes to cry for the one who FOOLED YOU..
instead, use it to search for the right one..

Lastly, dont be ~~scared~~ breaking up..
Keeping a relationship with an EVIL person is much scary..

TAKE NOTE : Love the one who will fight for you and bravely face each and every consequence..
Someone whom you can call a PARTNER rather than a ~~LOVER.~~

by : Robelle Benedicto

A LOVELY TRICK

2009-10-08T22:32:00.000-07:00

My favourite <3

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SIMPLY UNIQUE

2009-10-07T06:11:00.000-07:00

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INTERESTING CONVERSATION

2009-10-02T08:44:00.000-07:00

As you can see this post is pretty long lol =p but it's worth it, just try to read (= yeah ;D
Good Point & Makes Sense

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An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, The ALMIGHTY.

He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .....

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.

Most of us would attempt to Help Others who are ill.

But GOD didn't.

How is this GOD Good then ? Hmm ?

( Student is silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ?

Let's start again, Young Fella.

Is GOD Good ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From .. . . GOD . .. .
Professor : That's right.

Tell me son, is there evil in this World ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ?

And GOD did make Everything. Correct ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

( Student does not answer )

Professor : Is there Sickness ? Immorality ? Hatred ? Ugliness ?

All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?

( Student has no answer )

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.

Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD ?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD ?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD ?

Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter ?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM ?

Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist.

What do you say to that, son ?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes. Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat ?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold ?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't.

( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,

a Little Heat or No Heat.

But we don't have anything called Cold.

We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.

There is no such thing as Cold.

Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.

We cannot Measure Cold.

Heat is Energy.

Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor ? Is there such a thing as Darkness ?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness ?
Student : You're wrong again, sir.

Darkness is the Absence of Something.

You can have Low Light, Normal Light , Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .

But if you have No Light Constantly, you have Nothing and it's called Darkness, isn't it ?

In reality, there is no Darkness.

If there is, you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you ?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is Flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how ?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.

You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.

You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.

Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.

It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.

To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that

Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.

Death is Not the Opposite of Life : just the Absence of it.

Now tell me, Professor, do you Teach your Students that they Evolved from a Monkey ?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir ?

( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and

cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor,

are you not Teaching your Opinion, sir ?

Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher ?

( The Class is in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever Seen the Professor's Brain ?

( The Class breaks out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever Heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, Touched or Smelt it ? . ... ..

No one appears to have done so.

So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that

you have No Brain, sir.

With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir ?

( The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable )

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . .

the Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.

That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.

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It turned out later that the student is Albert Einstein...

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So what do you think? Oh well for me, I like this because it's nothing about Christianity or any other sect. it's about God's existence=)